and I won’t tell no one your name

so Ive gotten my new babyyyyy :D

Samsung Galaxy 5
(still getting de-noobiefied
with the touchscreen lol)

thanks Dad! <3

am depicting signs of homosexuality now because my RIGHT ear-ring dropped off :( so am currently only wearing on the left side. lol.

my social life is down the drain, alongside the facebook fast I have not gone out except to uni and church.

this Halloween I should go out as I am, some kid is gonna scream at the atrociousness of my eyebags.

these few days have dished me the most random, maddest cravings:

from watching movies to waffles, to trudging through snow fields to ice cold showers, writing poems to building fires, to updating this dead blog etc.

my book of 'to-do's' has been filled up; after the exams I am going out to do what I crave and there will be no such questions as: 'is that feasible?' or 'too expensive?' etc.

starting my internship at Jobstreet on November 15, exams end November 10th;

thus its 5 days to get out and do the many things listed in the 'to-do's'.

Expedition Accomplish 'to-do's on the go! :) :)

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after the facebook fast and exams, another whole bulk of ancient photos are sitting in my files to be uploaded.

I had no idea that Picasa linked to previously blogged photos, even if the photos are already deleted and not posted on the blog.

looking at these photographs, everyone looked so.......... happy.

maybe its natural that at every pre-click, everyone puts on their best smile no matter what the situation.

back then, I wonder if we knew that these photographs taken would be the only reminder of how good it used to be.

not being bitter because some friendships were genuinely beautiful;

but its strange to see how some people we thought to be the closest to in the past are only acquaintances now; due to distance, time... whatever the reason.

and how occasionally, the people who used to be in the background are the ones who remain as friends until today.

sometimes I wish I could dive back into the photo: recapture the moment, rekindle the laughter.

take a million more photos to remember that spark, flame alight.

flourish a bit more stupid acts, say a few more words of appreciation;

etc etc etc.

through all this, the greatest and most inevitable culprit is time, with supporting culprits of life and growing up;

I think we forgot it was once beautiful.

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half an hour break up, back to studying sighh :(